August 24, 2008

life is hard, but so is everything.

Thank you God,

for this great opportunity to share with you exactly how I feel.. I’m not well, and I think that I should tell you, that I think I got tha raw end of the deal. Don’t get me wrong, because It’s not like I blame you.. But sometimes things get crazy on their own. I’m ashamed of the way I point my finger because, deep down I have reaped what I have sown. Life is hard, but so is everything. Give my regards to a man who cares. If I succeed, I will save my fellow man and if I fail, I’ll just stand and stare. Such is life, Lord. And I know that you’re aware that you’re a drug to me, a drug within my fear. But I love you. A junkie to your silence. A wise man who’s words I’ll never hear. What to do.. I feel as if I’m floating, not aware or in control of what I am. God bless me, take me out of this existence.. end my role as the sacrificial lamb.

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